Tuesday, 18 November 2014
Friday, 5 September 2014
I started this blog in a women's refuge on a cold lonely winter night of 2013. Hurt, confused, emotional and not knowing where to turn to, I did the only thing that I had always known to help me, express myself through writing. I didn't know where it would take me, I was just writing to help myself more than anything. I needed to let all my pain out.
Well, our steps are ordered by the Most High. When I look back this blog was ordered by Him in order to destroy the prophet of Baal and set many captives free who had been tormented by a religious institution designed to kill, steal and destroy the lives of many vulnerable adults in the UK and around the world. I had no idea what the blog would unveil. It went to America, Zimbabwe, Canada, Uganda, Australia, Zambia, South Africa and many other countries. This blog became a journey not only for me, but for many women and men who became a part of it. It made me cry, it made me laugh, it made me angry, it made me smile, it terrified me, it gave me joy. It made me go through every emotion under the sun. It was a process that led to my healing, letting go off the pain, and being able to finally know and feel that I have truly forgiven.
CNN Hero Muzvare Betty Makoni told me never to shut the blog down. She said its my memoir and a reminder of what God did through this blog. The police used it as part of their investigations, and it will be part of the evidence to be used in the upcoming trial. My friends asked me not to take the blog down, but rather leave it as a memorial of the power of God. I have a lot of beautiful memories here, I met so many lovely women of courage. This blog took me places I never thought I would go. It took me to high places and it took it took me to the depths of the pit. Sometimes I regretted ever starting it, sometimes I felt liberated that I did.
The Victim No More Event on 1 March 2013 marked a new beginning for me. A lot of people echoed the same message to me, "you have done your part, now be still and let God finish the race for you".
I knew in my heart what I had to do. The blog had done its part, God had used it, but now He wanted me to move on to the next stage.
I took some time off, I focused on my family, my mother came all the way from Zimbabwe to comfort me. I moved to a new town. I spent time decorating my new house, baking a lot of cakes lol, even enjoying our pet rabbit lol, and just watching the horses and the water view in front of my house. All that had a healing aspect on me and in the process of time the Most High led me to a beautiful family of believers where I was baptized and got to know the real God in the most amazing way. I am a new creature in Christ.
Its a new beginning for me. I am so grateful for all the people who supported and prayed for me on this blog. Your prayers sailed me through Key Board Warriors lol. You were awesome. But its time to move on. I will no longer post on this blog but will leave it as a memorial for justice. The Member of Parliament for Milton Keynes recently called me after he read this blog. He encouraged me as I shared with him where the Lord was taking me and my plans for the future. So I know this blog is a memorial for survivors of spiritual and emotional abuse at the hands of Church leaders.
My new website is www.jeangasho.co.uk .
Once again I want to thank everyone who believed me, supported me and said prayers for me. You all helped me in my journey. For the last time I say HE WAS MY DADDY, but not anymore. I am free now, a Victim No More!
And my voice is going to . false promises you see and I had little faith, and boy I never thought she would actually do an event to support me. Me. Jean Gasho. It sounded too good to be true. But hey its really happening, Muzvare Betty is a woman of her word indeed. She is passionate about her work and I could never ask for a better mentor.
Lets talk 1 March Fashion, shall we!
The book signing
The Interview of the week
Monday, 3 March 2014
Agape member who wrote a Facebook post wishing me dead falls to her death during Church service in Scotland
Former Archishop Walter Masocha is reported to have instructed single mother Cathy Chigavazira to discharge herself from hospital and and refrain from any medical form of treatment in order to get her healing in Agape. Cathy is reported to have given this shocking testimony herself exactly a week before her death at a women's conference last week. In a shocking twist the church has learnt that in the meantime the Prophetess of Agape Judith Masocha is in Nigeria at an undisclosed location for unknown reasons to the church. There is much speculation among former members and Agape members that the Prophetess' mysterious trip to Nigeria may be linked to the recent allegations of evil and satanism in the church and heavy fear has fallen on many people being affected by Agape.
Agape's moto is to reach out to the world with the unconditional love of God with the aim of comforting the hurting and healing the broken hearted. However on 5 February 2014 committed church goer and Board member Yvonne Gayakaya posted a Facebook post expressing her joy and great pleasure at the pain and torture I have gone through inflicted by Agape. She openly mocked me that I had no husband, money or home anymore and all I do is blog. It was on that Facebook post that Cathy Chigavazira posted a very disturbing reply and openly prophesied what seemed to be my death where I would fall down with a heavy thud and how great my fall would be.
In much sadness and shock I have learnt that yesterday during a church service in Scotland Cathy fell to her death after she had been told by former Archbishop Walter Masocha to discharge herself from hospital and expect her healing in church. Cathy testified at the Women's Conference last weekend how the police followed her home after she self discharged and persuaded her to go back into hospital for treatment. A determined Cathy testified she told the police that her Daddy Walter Masocha had told her to leave hospital and come to Church. She said the god of Walter Masocha was healing her.
It got more shocking after Cathy's sudden death as a text message with a cold and unloving tone was passed around to church members which appeared to trivialise Cathy's sudden horrific death and the message said Cathy had been "promoted to glory".
The lack of empathy by Agape to the sudden death of the mother of one was truly the final nail to the coffin to the spirit behind Agape. Cathy was the woman who was behind the Agape merchandise. She was the woman behind the Agape brand. She designed every T-shirt, every overall and all the stationery and products of Agape. The text message of her death by Agape Officials was something never seen before as there was no sign of mourning or loss. All the text said was Cathy had been promoted to glory. We know it is biblical and Christian to mourn the death of others. Believers cried when Dorcas died in Acts. Even Jesus wept at the death of Lazarous. Death is never meant to be trivialised especially one so tragic and sudden. Agape's cold response to Cathy's death has left the world in shock and they have refused to give a statement to the press despite the former Archbishop Walter Masocha being at the centre and others arguing that he's the cause of Cathy Chigavazira's death.
I personally am deeply shocked and saddened by Cathy's sudden death. I have never heard of a person falling to their death whist about to give a testimony during a church service. I do not wish death on anyone, even my worst enemies. The Bible clearly warns us not to wish anyone dead and that we should love our enemies and do good to those who curse us.
I am reminded of Haman and Modecai. The gallows Modecai was meant to be hung on by Haman ended up bring Haman's own death sentence. I personally have received numerous death wishes and worse from Agape church members. But I still do not wish those people to die. I believe its not for us to prophesy the death of another mortal.
Much speculation and allegations of repeated behaviour of the former Archbishop Walter Masocha instructing church members to stop taking medication and expect healing from God has now started to surface. A few weeks ago I received a message from a teenager who said her mother nearly died after falling ill at a church conference in Agape and the former Archbishop prayed and advised against calling an ambulance. The woman was then later taken to hospital against the Archbishop's advice and was lucky to survive. I find it ironic how Agape is quick to call 999 for an ambulance on so called mental people yet those really needed urgent medical treatment are refused medical care.
I believe Cathy's death could have been avoided had she not been advised to leave hospital by her Daddy who is meant to have officially resigned from pastoral duties. May Cathy's soul rest in peace. I personally knew Cathy and I pray her biological family is comforted and get answers from Walter Masocha as to why he told her to discharge herself from hospital.
Below is the Facebook post by Yvonne Gayakaya commented by Cathy.
Wednesday, 26 February 2014
And my voice is going to be heard, at last...
Lets talk 1 March Fashion, shall we!
The book signing
The Interview of the week
One of my fashion inspirations for 1 March, this is not just a day for healing, its a day to rise up as confident stylish women of color....we are beautiful
Thursday, 20 February 2014
Sunday, 16 February 2014
Thursday, 6 February 2014
As my book goes live today Dr Ian Brock McHardy writes to me that hes taking me to Court for defamation unless I remove the post about him by tomorrow and apologize for calling him a thief and a fraudster.
I will not be removing the post neither am I apologizing so I guess will be facing Dr Mchardy in court.
Well I am just happy my book is finally out!
Read the first chapter of my book on my official website www.jeangasho.com which goes live tomorrow and order your copy now on Napolia: Zuza and the lost princess!
Also you can read an interview I did with Bulawayo News 24 last week in preparation of Napolia release on One on One with Author of Napolia.
Wednesday, 5 February 2014
DR MASOCHA FACES TWO CHARGES OF SEXUAL ASSAULT, ONE ON A CHILD
STAFF NURSE JULIUS GAYAKAYA GIVES OFFICIAL STATEMENT TO LOCAL PAPER
DR WALTER MASOCHA HAS TAKEN LEAVE FROM POSITION AS ARCHBISHOP WHILST ON BAIL
Church Leader on sex chargers
Dear readers, it has also been reported to me that my former friend Felistas Mudzingwa has been making the comments on this blog lately because she is reported to have been bought a new Mercedes by Dr Masocha to cover up the Liverpool Youth Sex Scandal. Staff Nurse Felistas Mudzingwa and her husband former Nurse Roy Kudzai Mapfumo of Southport are Youth Advisors in Agape and are responsible for giving biblical sound advice to the youth in Agape and making sure they don't engage is illicit sex during conferences. Felistas's husband Roy Kudzai Mapfuma is no stranger to controversy, whilst members of Agape Church Roy was sentenced to 9 months in prison in 2009 after being convicted at Liverpool Crown Court following an investigation by NHS counter fraud.