DISCLAIMER

DISCLAIMER. I would like to thank the newspapers that have covered the Walter Masocha story as they have helped raise awareness of abuse happening in some churches which has been going unreported. However, I have not given any national newspapers the right to waiver my anonymity as a victim of Walter Masocha. This is a personal blog and its within my legal rights to express myself here. According to the law my identity is protected in the media. At this stage, I do not wish to be named in any Scottish or English National Papers. Any newspapers that will name me/ or have already done so have done this without my permission or consent. Any newspapers which have published my picture have done so without my consent. I do not wish to have my pictures published in any Scottish or English newspapers. I ask the media , which I greatly respect for their support in this case in covering the story to respect my right to anonymity as a victim and not name me in any newspapers unless I sign a consent form and agree to do so. I am not ready to be named and I want to use the protection I am granted by law at this time. Thank you.

Monday 28 March 2016

Why God Allows Women To Be Divorced


I am pleased to announce that my new radio show Just A Woman premiers today on Living Springs Christian Radio at 7pm London time. The first show is entitled Thy Maker is Thy Husband, Why God allows women to be divorced and its about surviving divorce from a biblical perspective. Please tune in and interact with me via Facebook and Twitter 
https://www.facebook.com/public/Jean-Fadzai-Gasho
https://twitter.com/JeanTrust

It will be broadcast at 7pm tonight (UK time)  and repeats at the same time Tuesday through to Friday.

In Other News

I'm truly blessed to have a husband who encourages me in my work. Last week Nino surprised me with a designer Micheal Kors watch because I have been working so hard in my artwork...Once upon a time I had a man who abused me so much he suppressed every gift that God has given me. He mocked my artwork and never encouraged me to draw or do anything that I'm passionate about. But today I'm humbled to have a man who has become the wind beneath my wings, and encourages me to fly higher than an Eagle. Thank you Nino for this beautiful watch...my hand is truly blessed for it has won me many battles...
Praise be to the LORD my Rock, who trains my hands for war, my fingers for battle, Psalm 144:1
 Whatsoever thy hand findeth to do, do it with thy might, Ecc 9:10

And yes my work is truly blessed...Pencil By Jean
ITV presenter Alison Hammond sent me a personal touching message after my interpretation of her bubbly personality...she inspires me that anything is possible with God 

Multi Award Fashion Designer Mary Martin was so humbled by my drawing...I am honoured to call this woman my friend.





Wednesday 23 March 2016

My Open Letter To Agape Church

He prepares a table before me...
When I told you do I look bothered you thought I was bluffing. The appeal win was only but a sick twisted joke to me...no wonder even the media didn't take it seriously, the testimony of jury is what will always stand, in the court of truth and integrity, so what exactly did he win, I pray? Who has a table that is prepared in the presence of their enemies? Who has their enemies as a footstool? Who is being restored a thousand times? Who has God given the feet of a deer, so they can walk on their high places? Where I now walk, no child of Agape can even dream of crawling to. An Agape child can not even eat the crumbs falling from my table. There is no Agape woyee in places like these...get it. 

I can't help but write to you Agape. You see I attended the Screen Nations Awards last weekend where my Boaz  Nino was opening the show. Did you hear that, my Boaz was opening one of the biggest Television and film awards  in Black Entertainment where the winners were the likes of Idris Elba, Abraham Atta and Star Wars The Force Awakens actor John Boyega. It was without a doubt a phenomenal experience for me, ummm sitting and dining with the cream of British stars . I was not in the 20 meter radius of the stars, I was with them and one of them, in the VIP area. You see Agape, I dont mean to brag...but 2 years ago today I was recovering from homelessness and a painful marriage breakdown, ya'll where laughing at me as you tried to bury me in the sand saying I was cursed. But take a look at me now...Agape Church. Where are you? Can ya'll hear me? Anybody? Do I look like a cursed damsel to you? Did God punish me for touching your anointed? Why does it look like I'm actually being blessed for it? Or are you going to say I'm using witchcraft powers as you always accuse me? Cough cough, roll eyes...Not even one Agape child will ever dine with a world class celebrity. Sorry but its just a fact. All you know is wiping the sweat of a middle aged man with a fat belly and fighting for his leftover food as he steps on your jackets with his dirty shoes. Has anyone ever been blessed by for stooping that low? Don't ya'll live in run down council houses whilst giving all your hard earned money to daddy. Another cough. Let me clear my thought. I dont mean to brag...but please Agape just allow me to express my self to ya'll, please take a good look at me now....I said just pause for a minute and please take a good look at me now...

Yours truly

Jean (ex cult member of Agape and victim no more)

PS. Please don't confuse the word "celebrity" with "Daddy", they are two different things...
He makes my feet like hinds feet, and makes me walk on my high places..

Ummm let me just say, ever so proud of my baby...
His performance was the best of the night

Even the stars where so impressed, such as Celebrity TV Chef Ainsley Harriot

And then it was my chance to mingle with the girls...

With X Factor Judge Sinitta, Olympic Gold Medallist Denise Lewis (who just loved my hair by the way) and of course the one and only super talented Beverly Knight
With This Morning TV Presenter Alison Hammond (who won TV Personality Of The Year Award) and having a laugh with Ainsley Harriot, with The Voice Singer and Poet Lara Lee and backstage with the Screen Nation Awards presenter Claire Clottey

Oh and by the way my hair is like so trending right now, not only was it a hit at the Screen Nation Awards, all the celebs just loved it,  but it has also created a buzz on social media. Please dont copy my hairstyle Agape waiting ladies, the way you guys copy everything I do...like how ya'll wore my trademark hairstyle at Sharon Masocha Shamba's wedding, (her bridesmaids) I mean,  I had people sending me the pictures asking me why my hair was being copied, I don't mind my style being being imitated by normal people but when its coming from a satanic cult, it can be annoying and quite scary, just saying.

My new hair is a trend at the moment...mohawk braids and Ghanaian cornrows

In Other News 

Okay, so a few Agape children have been saying the upcoming trial next month is no longer going ahead, I will confirm again that the Walter Masocha trial is next month in Scotland. They are in denial and deluded my dear readers, please dont mind them. I will not address this issue again till the trial.  Anyway, more important news, X-Factor judge absolutely loved my pencil interpretation of her. I was inspired by her youthful vibrancy, she looks thirty yet she is in a her 50's, a truly beautiful black woman who is now a fan of #PencilByJean.  Oh and by the way, my Daddy, the real one Mr Never Gasho said to me yesterday, "You have a gift my baby girl, now flowing from you like living waters, and no one can ever take that away from you..." So yeah I dont mean to brag, but...is there any Agape child on my blog, laugh at me I beg...and whilst you are at it please visit my new blog here will you...
My new blog...Just Jean 


My pencil interpretation of the never ageing Sinitta

And the X-Factor judge just loved my artwork! 

Please Pray For...

Dear readers, it came to my attention from a very reliable source that Tsitsi (Agape Cult Evangelist and Board Member) is critically unwell. Please keep her in prayer dear readers, dont gloat. Pray for her healing, the bible says we need to pray for those who hurt us and persecute us. Also keep dear Mary in prayers too, and most importantly pray for the sexual assault victims who will be testifying against Walter Masocha next month. They need strength and courage.